[police officer] “sir are you in possession of any illegal drugs”
“sure thing son whatchu need”
mr steal yo girl And yo money And i probably wont give back that pencil i borrowed before class
One year’s difference
A year ago this time I thought I was happy. I had a lot more friends, I went out to all the fun parties with all the right people and did every stupid thing I could, but I didn’t have the other half of me that is my best friend. I was drunk all the time as a way to cope with myself after being raped. I wasn’t happy with anything going on in my life. I was on a decline and everyone around me was scared for whatever was next. I made decisions based on my need for xanax and attention from every man in sight. I was in such a sad and disappointing time of my life.
A year later I live with my other half, we laugh every day, I work for an amazing company and I have lost 30 pounds bringing me to a weight smaller than when I was in high school. I don’t drink very often and weed took the place of the xanax. Whether or not anyone actually pays attention to this I just have to say I’m proud of who I have become and I would yell it from a rooftop if possible. XXOO